November 14, 2011

monday list

1. Mood:
peaceful.

2. How long does it take you to do your hair in the morning?
as long as it takes to brush through it and put it up in a ponytail... about 3 mins?

3. Do you have any plans for the holidays?
for thanksgiving we are going to Austin, I can't wait!!! we're staying here for christmas and I can't wait for that either!!! yay!!

4. What’s one new thing you would like to try this week?
a new dinner recipe would be nice. something simple, but yummmmy. any suggestions?

5. The first word that comes to mind when I ask, “What’s one thing you love about fall?”
cooler. as in temperature!!

6. A piece of makeup you’ve been loving lately?
elf golden bronzer! i LOOOOVE it!

7. Do you wish that you could speak any other languages?
yes, spanish! i understand it, but don't speak it! i'm weird.

8. Shave, pluck or wax?
shave pluck AND wax. i do it all. i'm hairy.

9. Things you’d like to do before the end of the year?
lose 50lbs? haha that ain't happening! maybe 10? that would be cool.

10. Weekly goals
blog more. eat less. drink more water!

November 11, 2011

fill in the blank friday



1.   My favorite new blog of the moment is: 
well, it's new to me. http://nikkeya-west.blogspot.com/ i swear i laughed so much when i read some of the posts. I dunno if you have to be mexican to understand what this means, but it made me LOL!!!:

One time I was in tears b.c. my gpa yelled at me that guys only talked to me for papers..
I still dunno wtf he was talking about...

  
2.   Something I am thankful for is:
my friends. especially my bff. she gets me like no one else does. i love that.

3.  Something that made me laugh this week was: 
JENNA MARBLES! especially this video :  i die at the que?? que?? como?? si!! part. OMG!!


4. An item that is currently on my wish list is: 
an iPad. I NEED AN IPAD!!!   

5.  I am excited about:
thanksgiving! i can't wait to see my people! i miss them sooooo much!

6.  If I were a color I would be:
is this a trick question? i would be pink. hot pink with silver glitter.

7.  My favorite way to spend a chilly fall day is:
same way i spend a hot summer day, inside on the couch on my laptop! lol

and i'll leave you with my NOTD because i really love the colors! Have a great weekend!!! xoxo

Essie's Lady Like with OPI's Crown me Already 

November 8, 2011

damn

i don't know exactly what i'm going to to do. i'm not going to tell you what is going on because i'm a bitch and i want to be as evasive as i possibly can be. haha. i know, you hate me. i just know that i don't know what i'm waiting for? what am i scared of? oh, there's so much to be scared of, there's so much to lose. but what it is all for? i feel like i'm living a lie, like is this REALLY my life? this is it? THIS? seriously? da fuck? i didn't sign up for this shit. i don't want this shit. i want more. i need more. how do i get more? but am i sure i really want MORE? how much more could i possibly want? i want it all. i deserve it all. but then i sit here and count all the people i will let down and hurt if i go out and get the more that i want and it just doesn't seem worth it. but then i think about all the people i will hurt, myself included if i DON'T go for it all. why does life have to be so fucking complicated? why do we always put other peoples needs before our own? why do i care so much about what people think? why? GOD, WHY? it sounds so selfish, but sometimes i wanna be like that mom on the yaya sisterhood movie. when she ran away to sleep at a motel for a few days. i just don't ever want to come back. is that wrong? yes, it is. who does that? this can't be all there is. this just can't be all there is. i won't accept that. but the thing is... i do.

damn.

fml.

November 7, 2011

stuff & a weekend recap


astrologyzone.com is crazy accurate sometimes, it's almost creepy. this is a part of my horoscope for november:
Mars will oppose Neptune on November 7, just two days prior to the day that Neptune goes direct on November 9, and force hidden information to the surface. You will see the situation clearly now, and can plan your next step. Whenever a big planet goes direct, in the days surrounding its turn, we get clues and information about which road to take in the future.
i can't go into details because it's so personal, but I will say that this is SPOT.ON. the information I got is almost too much for me to swallow. damn.


this weekend was pretty laid back. my husband worked all day saturday so it was just me and the kiddos riding around town all day. we went hunting for some nail polish! good times, good times! lol I didn't actually find the polish I was looking for till last night at Target. and let me just say it was totally worth the wait! Revlon's Facets of fuchsia is beautiful! and i'll leave you with a few pics!

facets of fuchsia!